Every time you say but every time you repeat.
Every time after facing some wrong, you decide to quit your goodness. You decide you won’t stretch yourself further ever again. You feel it’s truly irrelevant how much you have acted genuinely and kept good intentions in your heart. Maybe you even regret your good actions to bad people. Right actions to wrong people. Genuine efforts to not so deserving people. But still, you can’t hold onto it. You just can’t keep a record of all the bad things in your mind permanently. You filter your heart with purity very frequently.
Whether you say or not but you do believe in forgiving and forgetfulness. You do have “let it go” attitude. You believe in growth. You believe in humanity. And that is true you. You can’t hold onto bad memories so do not even try to.
This is the tragic truth.
Calculations are being done by seashore, not sea!
You are the ocean.